Try to love myself first

The tradition stands still. 

Of not writing anything on New Year's Eve. 

Hahaha.

And now i got a tad bit too late.

I mean, on 2nd Jan?

Hold on, what time is it? Oh well. 

Ok. How am i gonna do this?

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Always remember the One for He has given you so much. Always pray for strength. To repent. To be grateful. To be on His rightful path. 

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Remember your own inner strength. It is far more powerful than you could imagine. 

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You are so much more than everyone has so far discovered. Do not lose yourself. Everyone may forget that. And that's okay as long as you do not.

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Be true to yourself. This is far more harder than it may sounds. People always say this. But apparently be yourself isn't actually BE yourself. Some people can't handle it. Nevertheless, be you but easy on the swearing and the cold truths. 

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It's time to actually embrace yourself fully. I know it's hard. But that's what you gotta do. Don't fight your demon. Face it. If you don't like something, then be brave enough to face it. Or change it. Your rule. For yourself. 

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Give yourself a break. Do not go overdrive with your thoughts. 

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Remember that thought you locked in a box and buried? Yeah well, be proud because now you have decided to dig them up and embrace it. Just gotta deal with the fact that you will forever have a crush on him. And that's ok. So now you dont have to feel sorry if you act like a fool whenever he's around :)

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Time is a strange thing. And the universe works strangely. Remember that you once convinced that one thing won't happen to you? Yeah, it happened. (To have someone to like you. Be interested in you. Yeah, YOU) And you freaked out. 

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I am still a work in progress.

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You already have a goal for this year. Save up money for the vacation in December!

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Be kind. To yourself. And to others. 

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Be sincere. 

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Finding someone who's worth breaking the wall is hard. Because a) you have trust issues. And b) you just don't bother of actually finding one

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People will always, always, always see you second/third. Fuck it, the last one. (Or rather none at all) and you're ok with that and continue living with it. In fact, make use of it. 

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Start whatever you have in mind.

    • sports (hahaha but seriously though)

    • diet (HAHAHA but seriously though)

    • your own business

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You're ok. 

You're ok being you.

In fact, you're fucking amazing!

Here's to another year. 

To another achievement. 

To another adventure. 

To another found new happiness. 

To another breakthrough strengths. 

Peace and love. 

xx