Clearing up heads, acts and intentions

Open House, Hari Raya 2013, 7th Syawal

I need to be serious next time, for real.

For next year, it will be seriously seriously just us lepak at home.

I cannot handle anymore of this joke of us being surrounded in my crowded and loud family.

It was onerous! 

Funny, my joke backfired at me. 

Nonetheless, this year event was remarkable.

Reuniting lost friendship, bonding with new ones and strengthening the ones I have now.

I try not to sound so cliche but thats what happened.

Changes may be difficult but sometimes its necessary and sweet.

I never thought maturing up can be so satisfying! Hahaha!

Ok, back to reality.

Pre-raya post

I hope everything will be fine.

But i will savour anything that will come though.

There werent bad memories just bad feelings.

Tough Love

I guess it's asking too much

Will it hurt to just simply ask?

I mean, it would've been NICE to ask yknow. YKNOW!

So ok, I may not always be available but at least have the fucking courtesy to ask! 
At least I feel better or maybe later have a little bit of guilty for not be able to join!

SIGH!

I guess its kinda tiring to ask me when all of you know what my answer would be.

I guess you guys are jaded. 

I realised that. 

But hey, I guess I also kinda realised that you just give up on me. 
I guess Im not worth fighting for anymore.
Or I never was and never will as it seems.

I guess we are all jaded with everything.

I guess we are all stop fighting




p.s Selamat Hari Raya 2012/1433

Thank You For Whatever We Used To Be

so i know its been two months since i leave this place.

i havent got the time or the effort or the will to do this anymore

but dont have the heart to delete this thing.

oh well.

decision, decision.

right now,

im having my 8.30 - 5.30 life pace everyday.

i even work on Friday!!!

its tiring but so far, its been good.

i dont know what el

se to say or write.

but hey, raya is fine :)

that one thing that change our heart

[Sheila on 7- Seberapa Pantas]

The first day of Hari Raya was like the usual.

you know, there were

the crying, hugging and salam-ing

the happiness and laughter

but most of all, in the end, it was all about...

family get together

though raya seems or feels so different right now

we still have the effort to make the most of it.

don't lose the excitement!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, EVERYONE!

and its coming again like a loop

HAPPY EID MUBARAK, EVERYONE!

HAVE A VERY BLESSED ONE WITH LOVED ONES.

ALLAH BLESS :)

Eid Mubarak

[Sudirman- Dari jauh ku pohon maaf]

i found a way to save more of my precious time from waiting long effing hours of loading those bucket-full of pictures in here.
i upload most of them in photobucket!
so you prolly want to view the rest of the pictures there.
if that sucks too, well, that's your problem.
peace! :)

first day of raya!

Selamat Hari Raya, Apiqahtul!

God! Aku rindu kau berabisan ni time nya malam before raya. tsk.tsk.

Tane main badil sama bunga api macam apa! Padahal duit tu yang hangus!
Inda apa, durang adele sama ajim yang selalunya membali. Kan? duit drg tu eh. Inda apa. haha

And then tane dua, inda pun tiga, sama Nana (inda tantu ni, psl banyak org suka ya. haha) dalam rumah tau tutup telinga and menunggu badil melatup aaand sama-sama tekajut. hahaha. yes! tane inda pandai kan aga dapur. well, pandai, kalau lapar. hehe.

malam before raya, indeed the siuk-est of all raya days or moments. siuk eh!

On the first day of raya itself, mesti kau yang menyambut kami datang kalau ke rumah Nini Layong :)
and then satay!inda pun, cheesecake. hahaha

sigh.

sorry if all of this makes you sedih tapi rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuu

anyways, happy hari raya di sana
and you take care there yee?

esuk raya! esuk raya! :)

nini kami rock

kamu?

open house

[Mariah Carey-We Belong Together]

what the heck?

sii pencuri bungaa:)

quote during raya

"ehh buleh kurik hidung sudahh...!"


"brapa isinya ne bu?"

"karang ku minta maaf ahh arh rumah niyapa di penapar...ane masih buleh ku buat dusa arah kau"

-_-''

days of glory and laughter

[no song]

day before raya was fun!
played fireworks.lots.lots.lots of fireworks
(when actually i was watching 'moment of truth' on tv)

on the first day of hari raya
as usual...went to Layong arah Afiq punya nini
kami panggil nini Layong:)
every year doing that
baca doa.then apa lagi...makan!
then gathered together all the family
at niyapa and niyama's house
and let the laughter begin...

though it felt like something is missing...
without them guys yang scholar to UK
(afiq-amin-ka echah)
i actually survived that day:)

kami miss kamu semua.loveeesss

e-battttt....PAIT!
notice the firework boxes?

was listening to my player while raya-ing at one of our nini house
boring much? yes
favourite/lovely cousin couldn't make it that day from Temburung

sii19
note that he's not wearing any coloured lens

called the perfect capture with a perfect smile:)
that's our own ejan

haji roslan
the babah for muhd raziq and muhd rafiq

mom can't never pose well for the camera
she will just...sleeeep:)

oh both of us still had the time to play games
called who looks monkey-ier.haha
was actually mengusai tudung
just happened to do it both at the same time

that's mama and babah onney
and onney, sii e-batt
and fatin
i just realised that day looked soo...purple!

the grown-ups looked like childish
while the chaps talked like they're grown up!
haha

babah and mama

they can never have a perfect potrait...
both kids just wayy...wayy to be-ulah

seek forgiveness

the whole family and...
no! he's not that pundan actuallyy...haha

abang agus
muhd raziq haji roslan

*shake head* pait.pait

was actually imitating that married couple in purple
who is totally overly-posed-model-like

smooch

this is the married couple in purple (its rhyming!)

bye. peace out!

i just looovee hari raya esp this year!