how foolish was that!

yesterday was a good day :)

it was a happy day

something that i would never forget. insyaAllah.

i wish i can really describe how i felt.

how wide my smile was, how hysterical i was,

how crazy i was, how i was so adrenaline-rushed

it was amazing!

heh

and i told to myself

'oh dear god, i can die happy now. really.'

this thing is going to have a heavy turn

the reason for all the unexpected smiles i give

dear all,

there's this guy...

somehow after 'knowing' him,

i feel like for all the craps i have written here is just literally sampah.

but the thing is, im ridiculously awed by him everyday.

most of the time, its jealousy.

yknow,

i want his kind of mind,

his kind of thoughts,

his consistency,

his choices of words and everything.

and he blogs.

not in tumblr or wordpress or that kind.

simply, in blogger.

so, remember when i said i dont have the heart, the will and that sorts to do this anymore?

(its in the previous post)

well baby, i guess im staying!

heh