Another Heartbreak

We lost a mother figure today.

Thank you for everything. 

You have been such a good support to us. 

In everything and mostly, academically.

I remember the way you taught me English during my O Level Exam.

Thank your for your wisdom and kind words. 

Your prensence was such a delight. 

And I really really really admire for who you were. 

The way you were. 

The way you raised your children. 

The way you were with people. 

I'll miss you greatly, Buangah. 

Al-Fatihah.

Curve ball

Its been such a long day. 

Just when we are so immersed in the idea of immense happiness,

The Almighty One just decided to throw one curve ball.

To give a little reminder. 

About His promises.  

About death. 

I particularly dont like death. 

Or funeral. 

The emotionals stir in the air are so thick that

You cannot escape from it. 

And now,

No matter how much i try,

To redha with everything,

The loss is just so visible. 

So out there. 

And everyone feels it. 

And yes, everyone grieves differently. 

Memories are all left to serve us.

To honour everything that he had done to us. 

I just hope that no one belittles anyone's memories of him. 

Sharing memories, yes. 

But to belittle somebody else's, just plain no. 

Niyapa,

May you will be placed among those in Jannah. 

And may Allah grants you forgiveness. 

You will always be in our prayers.

And you will be missed greatly. 

Al-fatihah. 

sorrow

funny, isn't it?
how life, in a minute, it can be so beautiful, fill with laughter and the next, it can be so tragic and full with sadness.
now i know how "in a blink of an eye" feels like

"i can't believe this is happening..."

i kept on saying that...

condolences to family for the loss of daughter/sister/cousin/grand-daughter/friend, Zalina bte Norhani

Al-Fatihah

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