lost soul

something just hit me.

a sudden thought i had while i was driving back home.

and i'm not sure where is this going though.

or if i actually want to lay it out here.

i know i will probably not gonna remember what the hell i'm talking about in years to come when reading this back.

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i'm just feeling down lately.

everything just feels like monotonous.

and everything is so tiring.

and i'm tired.

tired of thinking.

tired of feeling confused.

as much as i don't wanna think about it,

as much as i hate thinking about it,

i do still occasionally  think about it.

and it's tiring me.

i no longer have any strength to stop it.

like, fuck it! come at it.

come as you are. as a whole.

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didn't i tell the one thing i hate the most about this fucking thing we have?

it's the mindfucking.

Revel in, Fellow Dorks!

We have been planning for this since forever

Although it was kinda incomplete

So so proud we have come this far.

Can't believe we have grown so much

(even though sometimes inda berakal)

*sheds a single sorrowful tear

Everyone with their own path but

we still have time for each other

Like we could go on not talking for months

without drifting apart

because we are lowkey like that

I don't even know/remember how we are friends bahahahaha

but we are

we just kinda are

I mean

I still remember the time when we smuggled nuggets

to the library in high school.

stashed inside pencil case!

unbelievable 

To many more successful stories and adventures fellow dorks!

Like can we all just agree that us three scored full points in that

#relationshipgoals

#squadgoals