something just hit me.
a sudden thought i had while i was driving back home.
and i'm not sure where is this going though.
or if i actually want to lay it out here.
i know i will probably not gonna remember what the hell i'm talking about in years to come when reading this back.
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i'm just feeling down lately.
everything just feels like monotonous.
and everything is so tiring.
and i'm tired.
tired of thinking.
tired of feeling confused.
as much as i don't wanna think about it,
as much as i hate thinking about it,
i do still occasionally think about it.
and it's tiring me.
i no longer have any strength to stop it.
like, fuck it! come at it.
come as you are. as a whole.
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didn't i tell the one thing i hate the most about this fucking thing we have?
it's the mindfucking.
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