I Seriously Want To Marry Ryan Higa

[Marcell - Pantaskah]

yello!
i know ive been missing out but
life has been like a rollercoaster.
but i know i'll be fine.

it's DECEMBER!
maigaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad, where the hell did the time go?
(typical question, that is)

good times. goood times!
im missing you guys.

I want to marry Ryan Higa!

[JRA- By Chance (You and I)]

what a day!

i had an early, sweating and tiring adventure at the top of the morning!

guess universe don't like me today.

despite all that,

went to the G3 beach gathering or party or whatever.

it was awesome (despite im in PMS time)

it was okay :)

anywaaay,

Have you guys watched the 'Agents

of Secret Stuff'??

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMy-6RtoOVU)

RYAN HIGA IS A NINJA!!!

risking everything for nothing

so i got this friend of mine.

while on our way to ITB, she just out of the blue asked me

whether zombies are truly exist.

for some reason i was smirking

but i turned to her with a straight face

and i said "Yes. I want them to be"

(with that creepy slow voice like in those movies)

that's when she started to scream!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

turned out she is scared of zombies.

she even told me how she was so afraid that Brunei's population would turn into one

during the h1n1 virus spread which had caused many panics among us.

how hilarious!

maybe happy days are just meant for certain people but me

it's the 19th of November.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Zulhaffiz Zarriq Zulkifli and Syazani Haji Kahar.

i am very grateful for this year is better than the previous one.

i hope good things happen to all of us.

Allah bless us.

so!

i will have my exam on Monday and Wednesday

and that's it.

i pray for the best

and oh, Ollo everyone!

i can be a little impatience sometimes though good things happen to those who wait

[Maroon 5- Sunday Morning]

A good day, today is!

look what i got for my sistah!

she was so happy that she burst into tears.

HAHAHAHA!

well, thats maybe because i told her that i took back my promise to buy her one for her birthday.

she was so disappointed.

of course, i was kidding her lah!

and for her, she demanded from head-to-toe presents!

so i got her a t-shirt and a Nike Air shoes.

im happy that everyone is happy! :)

another birthday present is coming up!

for Nana.

you just wait and see lah. okay?

okay.

and stop making me feel guilty

with all that tone when speaking and sad-face and attitudes of yours

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TODAY IS THE BEST DAY EVER!

i met rockstarr during lunch time!!!

WUHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

the funny thing is,

i was so star struck that i ran out from the restaurant the minute i knew that was him!

and i called Qiellah in the toilet.

i didnt even care if there was anyone in the toilet.

i screamed when Qiellah finally picked up my call.

hyperventilate.

yep, i was like that for like...10 minutes.

in the toilet!

a bit dumb, i believe so.

my world just got a little better when you are around ♡

[Latiff- I don't Wanna Hurt You]

my day started very well.

came in late around 8.30 in the morning

but i was lucky enough cause the lecturer didn't come that morning.

had lunch with dua bebehz tercinta at Sawaddee.

(Thai Foods tapi lagu nya Philippines)

it was already 1.30PM and Elle didnt even show up!

forgot that her work hours ended at 12.30!

heh! my bad.

my tutorial started at 2

but with awesome luck and all that Mojo stuff,

i didnt have any class for that noon!

hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

♡ ♡ ♡

my other mates also went to Gadong during that lunch hours.

pasal si Karen kan belanja Snow House.

been bragging about it for the last 3 months.

"kalau keluar elaun, aku belanja kamu Snow House. Banar ni!"

but i missed it.

oh well.

we spelled troublesome

happy day has come again

[Dewa 19- Perasaanku Tentang Perasaanmu]

My bebehz tercinta is having

a very awesome 21st birthday, today!

hasil ciptaan pertama ku dengan Photoshop!

CS2 lagi tu!

(aku baru pandai Photoshop. Kesian)

cause our middle name is 'Awesome'

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

have a fantastic day...

wait, you are having it!

Sayang kau! <3

P.s. my "baby, baby, baby oohhhhhh...!!" moment has come.

but it didn't even close to what i have imagined the way it would be.

more like, hampa :(

Im gonna steal your heart away! MUAHAHAHAHAHA

[Enrique Iglesias feat Nicole Scherzinger- Heartbeat]

waaah, didn't know that the homepage for blogger has changed now.

which tells me that ive been not around for sometimes.

Assignments...assignments...assignments...

you guys are such pain in the ass!

but on a brighter note,

got surprise text message from kekasih hati yang jauh berada di UK!

♡

p.s. a little weird for a title. Alriiiiiiiiiiiiiiight!

a dorky post

[Enrique Iglesias- Addicted]

after about 6 or 7 months of abandoning it
(the last date i went was on 31st March)
and with only 3 classes after that...

SHAZZZZAAAM!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA


i feel like a dork for posting this.
i mean, seriously just look at how i captured myself at the first shot:

DORK!

she sends us love, all the way from London!

[Enrique Iglesias- Escape]

received a text from Gyrah
saying Eqah got us some gift for all of us!
:D

speaking of the fricking devil

chocolates, dude!
CHOCOLATES!

fuck yeah, creepy eyeballs of chocolates!

THANK YOU, KEKASIH HATI!!! ♡

like a never-ending nightmare

[30 Seconds to Mars- Closer To The Edge]

I somehow miss si Haziqah Azari.
which then makes me to miss Gyrah and then si Lukman.
and Ade.
but i just miss talking to him lah cause i see his face everyday masih at itb!

i miss the good old times!


but i gotta push this feeling to the side cause i got many assignments and works piling up
and the due date is getting nearer.
(you're getting faster each day,universe!)

and it gets interesting too;

IT KEEPS SHOWING UP!

i was so happy i could nearly died cause my cheeks bursted so much and i felt like i just smoked a weed

[Dewa- Angin]

i'm Batman!

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Duuuuuuuuuudee!!
im feeling kinda awesome today despite the fact that at one point,
everyone seemed to ignore me today.
even my closest friend. pelik.

but i moved on.
i got no time for all those fuckers' blah blah,
you go deep, deep into shit lah!

so,
was late coming to the Accounting lecture
cause that morning, the Statistics' lecturer didnt show up.
or the class was cancel. i dont know.
anyway, the test paper (Acc) came back!
which carries about 10% for this semester 1.

"mati ni mati!"

my friend got 6 over 30!
and that was it, i convinced myself i flunked my paper too.
i aint got no basic accounting background and this is my first time ever to learn it.
heck, i dont even like Maths to begin with.
talk about dealing with numbers, i suuuuuuuuuuuuck!

heh!
but when i finally got my paper back,
i was distracted by the fact that some of my mates in the group got full mark!
yeah, FULL-FUCKING-MARK! EUGH!
and for that i didnt really check my paper first
and when i really did, i gasped!


I PASSED!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

unbelieveable

never ending

and my heart dies a little

stop feeling sorry for yourself!

that drama down there...

yeaah, the one below this post,

is the reason why i choose to believe that miracle doesnt exist.

we have to work our asses off to get everything,

to earn that thing you want.

its like, someone's just ramping into me with a truck or something heavy falls from the sky!

[Bunkface- You and Me]

"why do you have to change your plans for tomorrow, brother?"

(i look like some psycho in disguise cause my smile is weird and scary!)

just got home from itb.
was this happy cause i drove Gyrah's car (baby nya) from itb until i reached home.
though i was late in the morning and rushing and all that,
everything was fine
but not until something ruined it.



and thinking of it makes me go:

AKU INDA JADI PEGI ARAH BUNKFACE!!!!

sedih ku.
kuyak hati ku.
hancur musnah mimpi ku.
kan menangis ku.

i mean, i was feeling really excited even from a week before!
in fact, since the news broke that they will be coming to Brunei.
and now...SEDIHH KUUUUUUUUU!!!! :(
sedih

i know, i never should have put on soo much hope on it
and feeling all giddy about it
but fuck it, i couldnt control myself.


so,
sia-sia pun saja laaaah! :(

though im still hoping there will be
something extraordinary to happen in the turn of event.

because you are the perfect boyfriend

[Estrella- Ternyata]

it was just only yesterday when all of my tutorial group went to lunch out together.
while waiting for our orders to come up, they decided to play some card games.
well, most of the time we played big two and bullshit.

the cards were all distributed and we were ready to play.
and that's when one of my friend said
"EHHHH...apani??"

and she showed me this:

i was so surprised, it has becoming like that.
so surprised it was there.
so surprised that i haven't noticed it after all this time.
wont notice it if i hadnt play some game.
so surprised that i could cry.


ehex.



i miss ya, guuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrll!

AAHHHH...SUDAH LAH KAU!

my dearest bestfriend, Haziqah Azari
went to UK on the 22nd September.

be safe. be good.



p.s. yes, i have such a hairy hand.

asking something that won't be fulfilled

finally 19, like the rest of us...

happy burthday!

terrifying

so ok,

now that my nini's house is drowned with flood,

which has reached until my knee level and thats just the water inside the house,

i always imagined that crocs would appear out of nowhere.

or maybe anacondas.

just slithering around when i walked through the water.

heh!

(inda cali imaginasi ku.)

kita lawan bersama dingin dan panas dunia hingga satu hari, salah satu dari kita mati

[Sheila on 7- Pria Terhebat]

was playing card games with the others at home.

who wins get the chance to express their "creativity" on the others' faces who lose.

but just for the record,

i won 10 games against my amit.

HEHEHE!

prolly staying at home for a long while

and im pretty sure, no one will come for raya cause right now,

rumah nenek saya banjir!

that one thing that change our heart

[Sheila on 7- Seberapa Pantas]

The first day of Hari Raya was like the usual.

you know, there were

the crying, hugging and salam-ing

the happiness and laughter

but most of all, in the end, it was all about...

family get together

though raya seems or feels so different right now

we still have the effort to make the most of it.

don't lose the excitement!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, EVERYONE!

and its coming again like a loop

HAPPY EID MUBARAK, EVERYONE!

HAVE A VERY BLESSED ONE WITH LOVED ONES.

ALLAH BLESS :)

and they say we don't have the strongest bond of all

[Ne-Yo- Part of The List]

zulfazafirahzulkifli says:

eh awu aaaaaahhhhh!!!

hows your preparation kan?

mati ni eh!

banyak beg kan kau angkut tu!

tpi kau ani lagi yang jenis tulang rapuh

Haziqah Azari says:

sial

zulfazafirahzulkifli says:

sana lagi sajuk. to the bone tu sajuk nya!

Haziqah Azari says:

orang outbound kaleeeeeeeee!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA

because i care.

so much that i think my heart is gonna explode.

(sober conversation kami dua malam ani)

"siapa tah kan rindu me mun you bunuh diri :( "

and the time has come...the depression of getting old

[John Mayer- The Heart of Life]

THE 18TH BIRTHDAAAAAAAY!!!

(ahh...cute eh! ahaks!)

THIS IZ NANA, FOR SHITZ!

May everything is good with everything.

Selamat Menyambut Ulang Tahun dalam keadaan yang sederhana tapi memuaskan.

biar lambat asal selamat...

on side note: nanti ku bagi hadiah, tunggu youknow ku keluar.

kesiaan, alum ku beduit ni laaaii...

p.s. 5 days to go for Hari Raya!

woweee!

GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA

my remark is kinda an understatement!

hey Justin Beiber, you are all over the place

i can't wait for my allowance to come out.

it's my first ever in my whole life.

selama ku sekulah ani tah!

but they won't...

not until October, that is.

but when they finally do, i'll be like

"baby, baby, baby ohhhhhhhh...!!"

Sometimes i convinced myself that i never should've existed

[Joe Brooks- Superman]

ever wonder why this thing tastes so good even it is such an old school stuffs?



anywaaaaay,
i have test on the very first of September and on the 04th
and
i'll have my holiday for Hari Raya, a week after Hari Raya.
get me?




p.s. i miss those times when stalking is such an easy job

have faith

[Boyce Avenue- On My Way]

it has been a while.
well, what can i say?
i got nothing to tell or rather share with you anyway.
unless, you want to know how fun it is to learn programming concept or internet programming.

it is, though. HEHEHE!

yesterday, marked with me being an ITB student for a month now.
oh wow, one month has passed.
and the stress of juggling with things and to sort it all out is slowly coming to me.
assignments and courseworks and tests.

Baby, you are so full with elements of surprises!!


June result was out the other day.
heh!
maahn, i'm just so grateful for getting into ITB already.
sure, i'd asked for more than this but this route is for me now.
maybe it has something for me in miles ahead.
something far more better than i could ever imagined.
as of now, i'm just gonna enjoy the ride until i find it.

we're the at the end of August already.
which reminds me this:

yaaaah! inda lagi batah :(
if come to think of it, like, really hard, i would probably end up crying.
so...yeah


we've come to this point already ;
us with our own way,
carry on with life and taking it beyond our own little world.

but hey,
im gonna miss us!

kau lawa, rockstarr!

i'm your #1 fan!

Poreotics/Poreotix,

champion of America's Best Dance Crew Season 5!

i could watch this thing all daaaay long!

(well, been watching this since yesterday)

and thanks to it, now Taylor Swift's Love song is stuck inside my head.

and so is Rihanna's Umbrella.

true story, bro.

and thank you, Ryan Higa!

aku suka yang mohawk yang ada dye blonde!

pasal ia capi-capi usulnya. HEHEHE

and the one on the front line during Rihanna's.

if you find yourself saying "wooaaaahh!" or something like it.

here's my reply: I KNOW RIGHT!

p.s. what happen if there's one song stuck inside your head?

cant.stop.singing.

Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan!

yello! :)


selamat berpuasa!
(i'm not cause...you know)

good thoughts, good thoughts, good thoughts!

[Travis McCoy feat Bruno Mars- Billionaire]

with this wide of a forehead is the reason why bangs are necessary.
don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining.

but i miss my hair.



i would attend the CIS bbq nite but i didn't.
we had last minute function celebrating my brother's new job along with my parent's 23rd anniversary.

and i had lunch with dua bebehz tercinta! :)
Elle and Qiellah.

oh!
and i just knew that Haziqah Azari is in Vietnam now!

why so?
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

hi!

yesterday was awesome!
i wish i could have it that way, everyday!
i went to itb earlier than the usual yesterday.
15 mins earlier, to be exact.

and my class ended until 9 and...that was it!
isn't that AWESOME?
but i had to wait until 12 to go home.
but its alriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight!



i'm getting boring, aren't i?
mind you, but i've always been this boring.


p.s. i'm not being too sensitive but just so you know, you've crossed way too many lines already.

August has come

[Duffy- Stepping Stone (Airto cover) ]

look! i have tail!
hahahahahhaapakaan!

i didn't go to school today.
they said those who in engineering and business saja yang kena suruh datang.
HEHEHE.
a pure chance of bliss of sleeping in all day.
well, half of the day.


apparently, we're celebrating my little cousin's 8th birthday
(20th July)

(far right, Mohd Aiman Hamizan)


along with my cousin's 3rd wedding anniversary
(20th July)


AND

my uda's 41st birthday which falls on the 1st of August!


best wishes to everyone!


p.s. this lately (since going back to school) i have the...tendency to fall asleep anywhere i find it comfortable enough to bring myself into the world of darkness and loss the gravity that holds me back to earth. what does that make me?

i dont know what to trust anymore

[B.o.B feat Hayley Williams- Airplanes]

(the picture is irrelevant to this post)

i sedih sangat. hampa.

the...school's orientation ends todaay! finally.

I DIDN'T KNOW WE WERE GONNA HAVE WALKATHON TODAY!

mau mati rasanya!

just thanks heaven, i wore the right shoes.

tapi aku escape. HEHEHE!

in the afternoon.

after signing the attendance.

i terus M.I.A

during the time of this orientation, i uhh...made a few friends (kali)

funny story is, they all know my name and go like "hey zulfa!" and something like "eh, zulfa!"

to which i responded like "oh! hey...!" or "EHHH!!"

i don't know their names.

not even one!

pelik.

we were having lunch together tadi!

and it's Qiellah's 19th birthday!

bebehz tercinta, tau.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand, i run out of words.

mmmmkaay.

p.s. this is crap! i use too many inside jokes lah.

and my mood...macam rollercoaster!

i'm just that weird

i can't believe my holiday is over now.


and it's actually time to go to school. again.
and one of the thing i wish it never exists in this world has started:
orientation!

i never really like the idea of orientation.
or maybe it's just me who isn't so friendly and i judge and im rude and all that sorts. HEHEHE.
well, i tend to build defensive wall when surrounded with strangers.
i just don't feel comfortable in 'getting to know each other' crap.

so it's peculiar how can i even have friends, yeah?
but i realised that my friends are those people who i once felt 'amazed' at when i first met them.
like si Haziqah Azari, i was amazed how small she was when we first met in form 1.
Ade: was amazed how obnoxious he looked like and sounded when talking. (still do)
Qiellah: was amazed how she can be talking craps but making sense at the same time.
Nazurah: was amazed that she can curse that can pierce right through your heart and it's amazing how i can relate things with her.

(i can mention everyone here but AKU MALAAASSS!)

so i feel sorry to them who are in the same 'rumpun' or whatever they called it as me.


but orientation is still a good thing though.
BELUM LAGI START BELAJAR!

there's nothing to afraid about. save your thoughts with good things.

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it's been 7 days or so im away from home.
i've been staying at Lumut and now, Biong with Ejan and Nana.
Adele talked us into this and now, they are playing wii sampai te-bitchy2
oh, we even have a code for this: S.O as in sleepover (i know, i know)
HAHAHA