its like, someone's just ramping into me with a truck or something heavy falls from the sky!

[Bunkface- You and Me]

"why do you have to change your plans for tomorrow, brother?"

(i look like some psycho in disguise cause my smile is weird and scary!)

just got home from itb.
was this happy cause i drove Gyrah's car (baby nya) from itb until i reached home.
though i was late in the morning and rushing and all that,
everything was fine
but not until something ruined it.



and thinking of it makes me go:

AKU INDA JADI PEGI ARAH BUNKFACE!!!!

sedih ku.
kuyak hati ku.
hancur musnah mimpi ku.
kan menangis ku.

i mean, i was feeling really excited even from a week before!
in fact, since the news broke that they will be coming to Brunei.
and now...SEDIHH KUUUUUUUUU!!!! :(
sedih

i know, i never should have put on soo much hope on it
and feeling all giddy about it
but fuck it, i couldnt control myself.


so,
sia-sia pun saja laaaah! :(

though im still hoping there will be
something extraordinary to happen in the turn of event.