DBAA - Don't Be An Asshole

I think i know where fear comess from.

When you realised it, they come from something you know.

Unless, of course, you fear of nothing.

That's entirely different story.

For now,

My source of fear is something that i see everyday.

Don't you think so?

You see something and then you think to yourself;

'Fuck! I'm not gonna end up like that'

'I wont do that to my kids'

'I wont say that someday if that time comes'

Yada yada yada

But as time comes,

You are just like

'What if i end up becoming exactly what i dont want to be?'

put more salt into the wound and just rub it in

The satisfaction of being right. 

Doesn't usually feel good when especially you are at the receiving end.

Its like what you always know doesn't seem right anymore.

Or it's like an epiphany. Why? 

Because you have never seen it the other way cause you were all caught up being "right" in your own point of view.

You thought you are wise but then you meet someone wiser. 
On a very bad circumstance.

And then, they got to rub it in some more on the wound. 

Ah yes. That's your pride hurting.

Consequences are the non fancy word for karma.

But on the bright side you get to know more about yourself. 
Your ability. 
Your good and bad side.



p.s. 29th National Day

setting up to do things that only ended up into nothing

first post of 2013!!!

(can't emphasise enough of that one)

well everyone should know that

i was gonna post something before the end of 2012, during the new year's eve.

like i said to myself; "setting up tradition for this blog of mine"

snorts.

but i didn't cause i was too caught up doing exactly nothing and that memory was just foggy that one.