"Will I get married before 30?"

Pre-day

I didnt feel anything at all. 

No anxiety. 

Or excitement. 

Although at one point,

I kinda felt like...sad?

For not having someone to make a big deal out of it.

Pokoknya, sorry for myself.

Pfft. 

But i shoved it all away. 

And then forgot about the whole thing. 

Midnight

Woken up by my phone's constant ring. 

Annoyed by it. 

But when I checked, saw all this balloons and cakes and party hats emojis. 

And i went "oh"

Bahahahaha!

I forgot!

And then i locked and silent it. 

Yep! Cannot trade a good night sleep with mushy messages. 

Before i went back to sleep, i smiled and said

"Happy birthday ka :)"

Sigh.

I admit, I've come so far and learnt many things, yet there are so much more to discover. 

For now, I know I dont need anyone to feel appreciated.  

I can appreciate myself.

*Self hi-five! :)

And to clarify for this post's title,

That was the question i asked to the Book of Answers to which i got:

Finish Something Else First

Now, if only i know what that 'something else' is? Hmm.