What do you want? Exactly?

I wanna find that place/ thing/ person
That i can pour my innermost, deepest thoughts.

I keep on thinking
Where, where, where.
Where can i find such bliss?

And then i stop.
Cause I wont find it.

I thought i'd found it in Twitter.
Yknow, your thoughts be swarmed across to strangers.
But when some actually notices it,
It loses that feeling.

I thought i'd found it in friends/ family.
Yknow, sharing our hearts and feelings out.
But when people use it against you,
It loses that feeling.

I thought i'd found it in here.
Yknow, writing it down and thinking no one would read this crap.
But when people actually are,
It loses that feeling.