Reel me in

While i was wandering and looking around at the beauty products like Sari Ayu and Mustika Ratu counter,

this one sales girl in it was like;

"Alai, mau cari apa? Kami ada pembersih untuk yang berjerawat"

"Ini baik untuk kulit kamu. Ini pembersih, ini ubat creamnya. Di sapu pada jerawat nya."

"Jerawat nya boleh hilang. Ndak mengeringkan muka juga"

And I was like, "Hmmm" nonchalantly and gave her my best effort to smile.

Then I turned to the other counter.

And she was like giving me her best smile and baring teeth with twinkle at her eyes like she's in Puteri Indonesia Contest and said;

"Ya? Mau cari apa? Kami ada pil jamu perawatan untuk remaja kayak kamu lho"

"Ini baik. Ia boleh menghilangkan jerawat dan membuang lemak"

...

This time I genuinely turned to look at her and smile. To her and to myself.

I was amused.

Amused, thinking how they must've seen me as an easy target.

Like maybe they saw me coming and with one good look, they would probably think they could hook me in their products in seconds!

I mean, hey! Those conversation above sure gives away a lot about me.

Don't you think?

I seriously don't know how to take it.








But yeah, I leave the counter with 2 of 'pil jamu perawatan remaja' with the price of one.

Ha!

You might say that I AM an easy target.
I'm pretty sure for a second there that i too believed that i am.

But no. That was just me couldn't resist a good offer :) ✌

What do you want? Exactly?

I wanna find that place/ thing/ person
That i can pour my innermost, deepest thoughts.

I keep on thinking
Where, where, where.
Where can i find such bliss?

And then i stop.
Cause I wont find it.

I thought i'd found it in Twitter.
Yknow, your thoughts be swarmed across to strangers.
But when some actually notices it,
It loses that feeling.

I thought i'd found it in friends/ family.
Yknow, sharing our hearts and feelings out.
But when people use it against you,
It loses that feeling.

I thought i'd found it in here.
Yknow, writing it down and thinking no one would read this crap.
But when people actually are,
It loses that feeling.