What's good?

Everything. 

It's kinda nice to be back to normal. 

Previously was kinda rollercoaster-ish. 

The ride which I particularly did not enjoy mostly. 

Although there were some confusing times and moments. But that's ok. 

You were confused. 

At least now you get your head straight. 

Get your feeling out of the gutter. 

It was pretty hard though. 

The recovering.

And not to mention, the withdrawal. 

(I'm referring all of these to three different things at the same time. You just gotta remember which is which, future self. I know you're reading this)

But it's ok. 

At least you are fine now. 

You got yourself out. 

Just don't play around that fire again. 

But yeah. 

So good to be back. 

So good to be at the bystander of the game again. 

Hahahahaha.

But seriously though. So good. 

Heh. 

On another note,

I'm not really sure if i even like you. 

What i do know i think you're cute. And you're tall - which is a bonus. 

What I don't know is if I actually want anything to do with you. 

Or do i even want you to do with it. 

So confusing and mengelabah. 

So ok, it'll be kinda nice if you do. Hahahaha

But then it'll cause wrath of someone. 

So i pretty much don't want you to. 

And so maybe we can just continue playing this whole game.

(Stop saying so. English apeniha?!)

It's kinda fun too.

But it's kinda nerve wrecking that it takes so much to crack you. 

Theeeen again, I probably the only one who is playing the game. 

Whatever it is, im just glad things are...

Average.