Are You Okay?

The thing you once wished so hard
now it's finally coming true.

but now you're not really sure
if this is what you really wanted.

not when everything just spiral around
and everything moves in the speed of light
yet you're still there in your place.

unable to move.

because there are so much going on
because there are so much to take in
because there are everywhere
because you don't really know to start where.

give me some peace.
give me my pace.

if you're not strong enough
then i'm not asking you to wait.

i never really want you to do anything for me.
never really want you to put any effort on me.
never really want you to bet on me.

because if things go south,
do not hold it against me.

if things go south,
should i be sorry?
should you?

if things go south,
and we never really did have anything,
then i'm sure we'll be fine.

right?

.

.

.

shit.

why do i feel like
i don't want you to give up the fight?
don't give up on me yet.

cause when i do find my pace
and i finally crack some space
i want you to be the one who sees and fills it.

is this slowly and surely?

.

.

.

but this is only in my head
cause i'm still afraid.

i'm not sure i'm ready for forever.

yet.

and i'm not sure you can keep up anymore.

cause now every time i look back,
you aren't looking back.