When i accept (more like embrace)
The fact that i will always have a
Crush on him who cant be named?
Yeah.
Still do.
So i swore off Starbucks Beribi
Because I know he's working there.
But as "fate" would have it
My friends brought me there today.
I was a second too late to realise this.
Because i was too busy being emotional, telling them stories.
Like i couldn't be a brat telling them
No we cant be here because someone i know works here.
(Actually I did tell them that)
I tried to be nonchalant about this.
Telling myself he wont be working today.
It's ok. You're gonna be ok. You'll be fine.
But as "fate" would have it,
HE INDEED WAS THERE.
And that's how it would start.
Just at the sight of him had me a panic attack.
And could you imagine how I feel when I was at the counter and he was behind it?
*cries a fucking ocean
I mean, all this might be happening because I haven't seen him in a long while.
(Hasn't it always like this? Everytime?)
It was everything.
I...
My heart.
Ugh, my heart couldn't contain itself.
Flabbergasted.
Hyperventilating.
It was #jiwakacau at its best.
It was almost as if like i was in high school.
OMG YOU GUYSSSS.
I know this is nothing new.
But how long has this been going on?
Since high fucking school?!
Crazy!
But ugh. That guy.
Why was he acting all that?
I mean,
I get it,
You like the attention.
But fuck it,
Have mercy
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