and that's it, i believed i was just an option

[Neon Trees- Animal]

Guten Tag!

(thats hello in German, as i googled it)

so there was that day,

i was so depressed knowing how people making me as just their second choice.

i dont know why this is such a big deal

but it hurts...so bad.

I am just no good to anyone.

I dont even meet up to any one's expectation.

and now we come to today!

i said something to my friend

and she went like "sudah kana buang baru tah aku kana guna..."

and thats when it hit me;

why did i even bother myself, going mad, for i am just an option to everyone or

how they are making me as their second choice,

when i just did the same thing to another person?

even if it was just absent-mindedly.

it makes you think, right?

on another note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LOVELIES!

(who am i kidding? i made plans that backfired right at me but oh well, at least everyone is happy)

FOREVER ALONE