Justifikasikan benda yang remeh

Forewarning: profanity.

So recently i got asked the same questions by a lot of people.
Considering the fact now that i've already got a job.
"Job"

And it's all the usual drill.

"Keraja kau sudah?"
"Mana kau keraja?"
"Ah? Di mana tu?"
"Eh bisai tu eh di sana!"
"Berapa tah kau kana bayar?"
"Baik sudah tu. $400 dalam seminggu. Siapa membagi?"
"Apa keraja mu tu di sana atu?"

Now.
That last part.
That's when thing gets interesting.

So when i answered them;

"umm...arah admin nya."

Most of the time,
They would try to hide their taken back face. (Notice the word 'try')
Some would just nodding their heads.
Some would look confuse.
But they will always end up asking the same thing:

"So kira macam...kerani/secretary kah?"

I dont know why,
But thats when i start to feel like...I dont know.
Mcm pissed off jua.
They said that like its a bad thing yknow.
Like most of the time i want to say back to them;

"What the fuck do you know about administrating?"

So I got defensive and start explaining MORE about my works.

Trying to justify that my work does mean something.

Yknow, see the fucking big picture.

Just because im not wearing some big ass orange coverall and not in operation or whatever,
it doesnt mean my work isnt as fucking important or significant as the rest.

Kan?

But then i remembered my conversation with my mom.
And so i stop trying and remember instead what ive said about "trying to be the same as others"

So you see,
Why would i even bother?
Why would i even care?
Because i dont.
I dont have to compete with anybody else.
I work and i earn my fucking money from that.
Nothing else matters.

Not even society's higher fucking status.

Tid bits of memories

Does anyone remember during the 2nd term of school holiday in 2009 was extended for another week making it a 3 weeks holiday due to the H1N1 disease?

I KNOW RIGHT!
That was some good time.

Heh.

I was so cool back then.

Feelings are just so raw.

Everything was so good.

Despite all the hurts, nothing can compare the good times.

And now everything has changed.